new year's eve kemaren gue rayain sama temen2 sma gue, karna ini taun terakhir kita bareeng. (huhu jadi mellow) kita rayain di bandung, di villa regency setiabudi. 2 malem 3 hari. dan seru banget! pokoknya i wont forget that adorable moment ;)
06 January, 2010
happy new year 2010 ;)
new year's eve kemaren gue rayain sama temen2 sma gue, karna ini taun terakhir kita bareeng. (huhu jadi mellow) kita rayain di bandung, di villa regency setiabudi. 2 malem 3 hari. dan seru banget! pokoknya i wont forget that adorable moment ;)
04 January, 2010
Straitjacket Feeling ;)
Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But, today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be,
That face is tearing holes in me again
Trust you is just one defense
Off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
but, today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me,
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
grip falls away
Yesterday was hell
but, today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me,
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
The all-american reject
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But, today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be,
That face is tearing holes in me again
Trust you is just one defense
Off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
but, today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me,
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
grip falls away
Yesterday was hell
but, today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me,
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
The all-american reject
YOU
You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times
You… I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down
You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times
You… I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down
You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side
You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can't reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you
You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying
You.. I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down
You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side
You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can't reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you
by : ten 2 five
03 January, 2010
20 Months Anniversary
3 January 2010.
on our 20 months anniversary.....
we broke up.............
i dont mind...
he's a jerk, btw
thank god, u showed me the right way ;)
i just wanna say goodbye.
byebye badass!!
on our 20 months anniversary.....
we broke up.............
i dont mind...
he's a jerk, btw
thank god, u showed me the right way ;)
i just wanna say goodbye.
byebye badass!!
29 December, 2009
2009
things that i wont forget in 2009
Well 2009 is not a good year for me. but i learned so much from my pain, and my suffer until i became stronger ;) Goodbye 2009, and welcome 2010. I really expect something better!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! HAVE A GREAT DAY!
SMOOOCCCCHHH,
Amila
- Bemsmart 8th
- Arinta's Birthday
- Came back and broke up again with R.
- Ramadhanya's birthday
- When i saw that birthday photos at pure, damn fuck!
- Singapore-Malaysia
- Puncak
- Oh~La~La Incident
- 3 May 2009, my first year anniversary with somebody else boyfriend --"
- Riri's Birthday
- Girls days out in Catherine's apartmen almost everyday! damn i love it!
- when my life was miserable and messed up, and i became a very rude girl. no no, NOT AGAIN!
- Pulau Seribu
- someone has sent me a message and she was sudden mocking me! what was ur point, bitch? i dont get it!
- MOS 2009
- Reynaldi Imandaris Putra :)
- R, Again *sigh*
- Jogjakarta
- My 18th Birthday
- New Year's Eve with my BM9 at Bandung :D
- And many more....
Well 2009 is not a good year for me. but i learned so much from my pain, and my suffer until i became stronger ;) Goodbye 2009, and welcome 2010. I really expect something better!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! HAVE A GREAT DAY!
SMOOOCCCCHHH,
Amila
Happy Birthday dear, Amila :)
8 Desember 2009..
pukul 00.00
KarinaDeo dateng kerumah bawa martabak, trs mereka 4 bulanan.. Trs curhat-curhat deh..
pukul 00.31
Ryan datang ke rumah bawa kueee! Uh its so sweet, he said "Happy birthday dear, im wishing you all the best" and then kissed my forehead.
after school, in tendu...
di cegat gak boleh pulang, dan for the first time of my life, dan sebuah kado yang paling gak pernah gue harapkan dan gue ga suka........... yep, gue di ceplokin! but it was fun tho --"
The Dinner.....
makan-makan pizza & spagethi with my lovely basbin and of course my love, ryan :)
after that we watched Paranormal Activity! We were scared.. (i mean, they were scared.. and of course i wasn't!)
thank you for everyone who involved at my 18th birthday. it's lovely and unforgetable! Love you.
xxoo,
Amila
pukul 00.00
KarinaDeo dateng kerumah bawa martabak, trs mereka 4 bulanan.. Trs curhat-curhat deh..
pukul 00.31
Ryan datang ke rumah bawa kueee! Uh its so sweet, he said "Happy birthday dear, im wishing you all the best" and then kissed my forehead.
after school, in tendu...
di cegat gak boleh pulang, dan for the first time of my life, dan sebuah kado yang paling gak pernah gue harapkan dan gue ga suka........... yep, gue di ceplokin! but it was fun tho --"
The Dinner.....
makan-makan pizza & spagethi with my lovely basbin and of course my love, ryan :)
after that we watched Paranormal Activity! We were scared.. (i mean, they were scared.. and of course i wasn't!)
thank you for everyone who involved at my 18th birthday. it's lovely and unforgetable! Love you.
xxoo,
Amila
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