I feel like i'm not happy anymore. i feel like no one can understand me anymore.
I know you want me to be a good people.
I will prove it to you! I promise, when i'm in college. I won't dissapoint you.
But please, Mom...Dad... don't you realized that all you can do is only sue me?
have you ever think of me? about my feeling? am I happy or am I not?
Yesterday my Mom saw me cry.. what did she do to me?
Nothing! She didn't even care why am I crying?
When I need you Mom and Dad the most, where have you been mom, Dad? to carry me, and not to let me down? Where did you go? You dont care!
what you only care is sue and sue me.
Am I right? think, mom.. dad..
05 May, 2010
This lately 3 months God had been blessing me with an adorable guy, named REYNALDI♥ Well, sometimes he's too sensitive, jealousy and so cranky. BUT BEHIND IT he's really adorable and amazingly kind. he really took care of me and made me happy! i love the way he treat me, and the way he appreciate me. and oooooh, im so in love with him ♥♥♥
29 April, 2010
ALHAMDULILLAH! 26 april 2010 IM OFFICIALY GRADUATED! alhamdulillah gue lulus, dengan NEM 45.00 (rata2 7.5) gakpapa deh walopun gak besar2 amat nilainya yang penting saya lulus. setelah melewati ujian2 sampah itu... yang belajarnya sampe mau gila. (ujung2nya pake bocoran juga deh) hehe. i cant stop saying alhamdulillah! thank god thank god THANK GOD! siap2 deh sebentar lagi.. "WELCOME TO THE COLLEGE WORLD" sumpah takut sebenernya. hehe. tapi bakal nganggur 4 bulan lebih nih.. huhu ngapain ya enaknya? :l
buat temen2 yang belum lulus, (dan salah satunya adalah sahabat terdekat saya :'() jangan patah semangat dulu ya. its not the end of everything kok.. masih ada remedial, dan gue berdoa semoga kalian bisa lulus di remedial dan wisuda sama2 ya.. one thing that you guys should know, kalian bukan ngga pinter, cuma belum sukses aja. gue juga ga pernah belajar kok. dan gue jg ga pinter sm sekali. sounds not fair,huh? pokoknya jgn patah semangat ya! GOODLUCK GUYS UJIAN ULANGNYA :D:D ♥♥♥
27 April, 2010
setelah menimbang2 keputusan gue akhirnya memilih Universitas Bakrie. why? karna setelah gue pikir2, emang enakan di jakarta. deket sama orang tua, lebih gampang mau ngapa2in. dan deket sama pacaal hehe :p :p awalnya gue dipaksa2 buat bakrie dan gue sangat ga mau, setelah diiming2 ini dan itu. yaudah akhirnya gue mau... udah dong, seneng nih gue lega akhirnya di jakarta walopun agak berat ninggalin unpar. EH TAPI TIBA TIBA, uang di unpar gak bisa di ambil... jadinya sebel deh padahal dulu giliran gue mau di unpar di paksa2, giliran skrg udah seneng bs di jakarta, disuruh di bandung.. tapi gak papa deh, we're back to the first choice. bismillah :)
UNIVERSITAS PARAHYANGAN BANDUNG
FAKULTAS ILMU SOSIAL DAN POLITIK
20 February, 2010
its been a quite tough week, since my mom and my dad asked me to register in Bakrie School of Management. well, i really don't want to but they keep forced me. why? because if i got accepted, i could get a scholarship so my parents doesn't need to pay my college anymore. i know, its a really good offer. but you know what i've been deeply fell in love with Universitas Katolik Parahyangan (and of course, Bandung), and thank god, i got accepted there. i thought my struggle is over and i could focus to National Exam. But, obviously not! And today, i did the BSM test.. di satu sisi gue ga mau banget sebenernya, di satu sisi gue pengen nyenengin nyokap gue (dan takut kualat). Huhu, what should I do? :(