tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4123270857029728122024-03-14T00:07:12.387+07:00amaila'sdark side, bright side, inside, and outamailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.comBlogger51125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-45339010236639190962010-07-17T10:50:00.003+07:002010-07-17T11:04:08.661+07:00:'(I feel like i'm not happy anymore. i feel like no one can understand me anymore.<br /><br />Mom, Dad...<br />I know you want me to be a good people.<br />I will prove it to you! I promise, when i'm in college. I won't dissapoint you.<br /><br />But please, Mom...Dad... don't you realized that all you can do is only sue me?<br />have you ever think of me? about my feeling? am I happy or am I not?<br /><br />Yesterday my Mom saw me cry.. what did she do to me?<br />Nothing! She didn't even care why am I crying?<br />When I need you Mom and Dad the most, where have you been mom, Dad? to carry me, and not to let me down? Where did you go? You dont care!<br /><br />what you only care is sue and sue me.<br /><br />Am I right? think, mom.. dad..amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-2802012858342641892010-07-02T00:47:00.005+07:002010-07-02T01:00:46.693+07:00end of highschool :'(<span style="font-weight: bold;">PROM NIGHT & GRADUATION</span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/TCzWWLhKDuI/AAAAAAAAAXc/21QWI4cQBcE/s1600/30128_1475320960761_1165815691_31384657_2726758_nfgrge.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 180px; height: 254px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/TCzWWLhKDuI/AAAAAAAAAXc/21QWI4cQBcE/s320/30128_1475320960761_1165815691_31384657_2726758_nfgrge.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5488997722395119330" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/TCzWW9rStwI/AAAAAAAAAXk/LYYFwfcl4EI/s1600/36434_1491015841057_1403822090_31373321_3110271_n.jpg"> <img style="cursor: pointer; width: 280px; height: 251px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/TCzWW9rStwI/AAAAAAAAAXk/LYYFwfcl4EI/s320/36434_1491015841057_1403822090_31373321_3110271_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5488997735859402498" border="0" /></a>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-62078587618803846232010-05-05T00:10:00.010+07:002010-07-01T20:14:31.344+07:00I ♥ YOU<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/TCyUqvY6xgI/AAAAAAAAAXU/-yGzZmkqSnI/s1600/IMG_0604.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/TCyUqvY6xgI/AAAAAAAAAXU/-yGzZmkqSnI/s320/IMG_0604.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5488925507854190082" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><br />This lately 3 months God had been blessing me with an adorable guy, named <span style="font-weight: bold;">REYNALDI</span><span class="status-body"><span class="status-content"><span class="entry-content">♥</span></span></span><span class="status-body"><span class="status-content"><span class="entry-content"> Well, sometimes he's too sensitive, jealousy and so cranky. <span style="font-style: italic;">BUT BEHIND IT</span> he's really adorable and amazingly kind. he really took care of me and made me happy! i love the way he treat me, and the way he appreciate me</span></span></span><span class="status-body"><span class="status-content"><span class="entry-content">. and</span></span></span><span class="status-body"><span class="status-content"><span class="entry-content"> oooooh, <span style="font-weight: bold;">im so in love with him</span> </span></span></span><span class="status-body"><span class="status-content"><span class="entry-content">♥</span></span></span><span class="status-body"><span class="status-content"><span class="entry-content">♥</span></span></span><span class="status-body"><span class="status-content"><span class="entry-content">♥</span></span></span><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S-BXnSZmSWI/AAAAAAAAAT8/iHZJsMcP638/s1600/x2_136da8b.jpeg"> </a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S-BXmR2GW5I/AAAAAAAAATs/FTWCzlJ2FhY/s1600/25115_1311336059976_1127850630_30875035_4894373_n.jpg"><br /></a>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-33015428330284887512010-05-03T09:51:00.005+07:002010-05-07T13:55:47.382+07:00BM9 LULUS!! :D<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S947BMQuuiI/AAAAAAAAATU/GqtccztL5Ek/s1600/24717_1410712704388_1129597732_31259281_668278_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 202px; height: 135px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S947BMQuuiI/AAAAAAAAATU/GqtccztL5Ek/s320/24717_1410712704388_1129597732_31259281_668278_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5466871889331665442" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S947AUNYogI/AAAAAAAAATE/NM-QrD1di6c/s1600/24717_1410691663862_1129597732_31259163_1475039_n.jpg"> </a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S947AUNYogI/AAAAAAAAATE/NM-QrD1di6c/s1600/24717_1410691663862_1129597732_31259163_1475039_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 202px; height: 132px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S947AUNYogI/AAAAAAAAATE/NM-QrD1di6c/s320/24717_1410691663862_1129597732_31259163_1475039_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5466871874285249026" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S946_xuTc8I/AAAAAAAAAS8/g-9JuZJtPWU/s1600/24717_1410691343854_1129597732_31259161_1106838_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 202px; height: 135px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S946_xuTc8I/AAAAAAAAAS8/g-9JuZJtPWU/s320/24717_1410691343854_1129597732_31259161_1106838_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5466871865028080578" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S949PQu2JHI/AAAAAAAAATk/wA9RNeNA2qo/s1600/24717_1410699704063_1129597732_31259202_6962392_njjj.jpg"> </a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S949PQu2JHI/AAAAAAAAATk/wA9RNeNA2qo/s1600/24717_1410699704063_1129597732_31259202_6962392_njjj.jpg"> <img style="cursor: pointer; width: 199px; height: 131px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S949PQu2JHI/AAAAAAAAATk/wA9RNeNA2qo/s320/24717_1410699704063_1129597732_31259202_6962392_njjj.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5466874330073146482" border="0" /></a>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-91701526846031249422010-04-29T23:07:00.005+07:002010-05-03T10:07:30.630+07:00G R A D U A T E D ! ! !<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">ALHAMDULILLAH!</span> 26 april 2010 <span style="font-weight: bold;">IM OFFICIALY GRADUATED!</span> alhamdulillah gue lulus, dengan NEM 45.00 (rata2 7.5) gakpapa deh walopun gak besar2 amat nilainya yang penting saya lulus. setelah melewati <span style="font-weight: bold;">ujian2 sampah</span> itu... yang belajarnya sampe mau gila. (ujung2nya pake bocoran juga deh) hehe. i cant stop saying alhamdulillah! thank god thank god <span style="font-weight: bold;">THANK GOD</span>! siap2 deh sebentar lagi.. "WELCOME TO THE COLLEGE WORLD" sumpah takut sebenernya. hehe. tapi bakal nganggur 4 bulan lebih nih.. huhu ngapain ya enaknya? :l<br /></div><br />---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><br />buat temen2 yang belum lulus, (dan salah satunya adalah sahabat terdekat saya :'() jangan patah semangat dulu ya. its not the end of everything kok.. masih ada remedial, dan gue berdoa semoga kalian bisa lulus di remedial dan wisuda sama2 ya.. one thing that you guys should know, kalian bukan ngga pinter, cuma belum sukses aja. gue juga ga pernah belajar kok. dan gue jg ga pinter sm sekali. sounds not fair,huh? pokoknya jgn patah semangat ya! GOODLUCK GUYS UJIAN ULANGNYA :D:D ♥♥♥</span>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-4222558388256301912010-04-27T20:16:00.004+07:002010-05-03T10:08:03.835+07:00this is it.<div style="text-align: justify;">setelah menimbang2 keputusan gue akhirnya memilih Universitas Bakrie. why? karna setelah gue pikir2, emang enakan di jakarta. deket sama orang tua, lebih gampang mau ngapa2in. dan deket sama pacaal hehe :p :p awalnya gue dipaksa2 buat bakrie dan gue sangat ga mau, setelah diiming2 ini dan itu. yaudah akhirnya gue mau... udah dong, seneng nih gue lega akhirnya di jakarta walopun agak berat ninggalin unpar. EH TAPI TIBA TIBA, uang di unpar gak bisa di ambil... jadinya sebel deh padahal dulu giliran gue mau di unpar di paksa2, giliran skrg udah seneng bs di jakarta, disuruh di bandung.. tapi gak papa deh, we're back to the first choice. bismillah :)<br /></div><br />UNIVERSITAS PARAHYANGAN BANDUNG<br />FAKULTAS ILMU SOSIAL DAN POLITIK<br />HUBUNGAN INTERNASIONAL<br />2010amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-65732686196780685892010-02-20T16:43:00.006+07:002010-05-03T10:08:16.752+07:00this or that!<div style="text-align: justify;">its been a quite tough week, since my mom and my dad asked me to register in Bakrie School of Management. well, <span style="font-weight: bold;">i really don't want to</span> but they keep forced me. <span style="font-weight: bold;">why?</span> because if i got accepted, i could get a scholarship so my parents doesn't need to pay my college anymore. i know, its a really good offer. but <span style="font-weight: bold;">you know what</span> i've been deeply fell in love with Universitas Katolik Parahyangan (and of course, Bandung), and thank god, i got accepted there. i thought my struggle is over and i could focus to National Exam. But, obviously not! And today, i did the BSM test.. di satu sisi gue ga mau banget sebenernya, di satu sisi gue pengen nyenengin nyokap gue (dan takut kualat). Huhu, what should I do? :(</div>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-18247040224481113502010-02-18T21:21:00.005+07:002010-05-03T10:08:32.241+07:00UNPAR<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">ALHAMDULILLAH, </span><span>got</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span>accepted at FISIP, HI Universitas Katolik Parahyangan Bandung! So.. yep! I'll move to Bandung perhaps on september :)</div>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-3725280355696579192010-01-22T23:33:00.004+07:002010-04-29T23:07:20.856+07:00♥♥♥<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S1nVDHyCiYI/AAAAAAAAARs/8Gg-O8m7Mj0/s1600-h/untitled.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 357px; height: 34px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S1nVDHyCiYI/AAAAAAAAARs/8Gg-O8m7Mj0/s320/untitled.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429605075377097090" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:180%;"></span></span>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-84658835735283617572010-01-12T11:34:00.001+07:002010-01-12T11:37:04.149+07:00yea i think im falling..I <span class="main-text">wanna tell you baby<br />That you're the one that Im thinking of<br />That I think I'm falling<br />Maybe I'm falling for you<br />Yeah I think I'm falling<br />Baby I'm falling for you<br /><br />From the first time<br />You laid your lips on mine<br />It feels like the smile on my face<br />You're the one that I should pursue<br />My heart only says that it's you<br /><br />Yet still I'm falling<br />Maybe I'm falling for you<br />Yeah I think I'm falling<br />Baby I'm falling for you<br />That I think I'm falling<br />Maybe I'm falling for you<br />Yeah I think Im falling<br />Baby I'm falling for you</span>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-60471788094540264032010-01-06T23:22:00.004+07:002010-01-06T23:44:23.250+07:00happy new year 2010 ;)<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0S8efEYHeI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/mlh5S-Mid1Y/s1600-h/18157_234543688076_563158076_3186684_556954_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 244px; height: 162px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0S8efEYHeI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/mlh5S-Mid1Y/s320/18157_234543688076_563158076_3186684_556954_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423667083182874082" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0S8eJyIHHI/AAAAAAAAAQs/h4EIox68KGc/s1600-h/18157_234549308076_563158076_3186791_1467223_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 160px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0S8eJyIHHI/AAAAAAAAAQs/h4EIox68KGc/s320/18157_234549308076_563158076_3186791_1467223_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423667077469183090" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0S8dp-E-kI/AAAAAAAAAQk/6WqeHzLXQnM/s1600-h/18157_234517663076_563158076_3186498_3991039_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 248px; height: 165px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0S8dp-E-kI/AAAAAAAAAQk/6WqeHzLXQnM/s320/18157_234517663076_563158076_3186498_3991039_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423667068929374786" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0S8db1TUAI/AAAAAAAAAQc/TpNdbHIaBQQ/s1600-h/22260_1316020863808_1329312229_30914695_6923428_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 226px; height: 169px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0S8db1TUAI/AAAAAAAAAQc/TpNdbHIaBQQ/s320/22260_1316020863808_1329312229_30914695_6923428_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423667065134469122" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0S8dF_oZGI/AAAAAAAAAQU/Zb3uqDYpudo/s1600-h/18157_234283488076_563158076_3184567_5464364_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 238px; height: 158px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0S8dF_oZGI/AAAAAAAAAQU/Zb3uqDYpudo/s320/18157_234283488076_563158076_3184567_5464364_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423667059272213602" border="0" /></a> <br /><br /><br />new year's eve kemaren gue rayain sama temen2 sma gue, karna ini taun terakhir kita bareeng. (huhu jadi mellow) kita rayain di bandung, di villa regency setiabudi. 2 malem 3 hari. dan seru banget! pokoknya i wont forget that adorable moment ;)amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-64680841655532735082010-01-04T22:10:00.004+07:002010-01-05T00:01:57.497+07:00Straitjacket Feeling ;)Back me down from backing up<br />Hold your breath now it's stacking up<br />Etched with marks, but I can deal<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">And you're the problem and you can't feel</span><br />Try this on, straightjacket feeling<br />so maybe I won't be alone<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Take back now, my life you're stealing</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Yesterday was hell</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> But, today I'm fine without you</span><br />Runaway this time without you<br />And all I ever thought you'd be,<br />That face is tearing holes in me again<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Trust you is just one defense</span><br />Off a list of others, <span style="font-weight: bold;">you don't make sense</span><br />Beg me time and time again<br />to take you back now, <span style="font-weight: bold;">but you can't win</span><br />Take back now, my life you're stealing<br /><br />Yesterday was hell<br />but, today I'm fine without you<br />Runaway this time without you<br />And all I ever thought you'd be<br />That face is tearing holes in me,<br /><br />but today I'm fine without you<br />Runaway this time without you<br />And all the things you put me through<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I'm holding on by letting go of you</span><br /><br />And when that memory slips away<br />There'll be a better view from here<br />And only lonesome you remains<br />and just the thought of you I fear<br />grip falls away<br /><br />Yesterday was hell<br />but, today I'm fine without you<br />Runaway this time without you<br />And all I ever thought you'd be<br />That face is tearing holes in me,<br /><br />but today I'm fine without you<br />Runaway this time without you<br />And all the things you put me through<br />I'm holding on by letting go of you<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">The all-american</span> rejectamailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-49504746872537867662010-01-04T22:00:00.002+07:002010-01-04T22:18:54.748+07:00YOUYou did it again<br />You did hurt my heart<br />I don’t know how many times<br />You… I don’t know what to say<br />You’ve made me so desperately in love<br />and now you let me down<br />You said you’d never lie again<br />You said this time would be so right<br />But then I found you were lying there by her side <p>You.. You turn my whole life so blue<br />Drowning me so deep, I just can't reach myself again<br />You.. Successfully tore myheart<br />Now it’s only pieces<br />Nothing left but pieces of you</p> <p>You frustated me with this love<br />I’ve been trying to understand<br />You know i’m trying i’m trying<br />You.. I don’t know what to say<br />You’ve made me so desperately in love<br />and now you let me down</p><p>You said you’d never lie again<br />You said this time would be so right<br />But then I found you were lying there by her side </p><p>You.. You turn my whole life so blue<br />Drowning me so deep, I just can't reach myself again<br />You.. Successfully tore myheart<br />Now it’s only pieces<br />Nothing left but pieces of you</p><p><span style="font-style: italic;">by : ten 2 five</span><br /></p>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-74127506433092538232010-01-03T17:02:00.002+07:002010-03-07T16:38:51.756+07:0020 Months Anniversary3 January 2010.<br /><br />on our 20 months anniversary.....<br /><br /> we broke up.............<br /><br /><br /><br />i dont mind...<br />he's a jerk, btw<br /><br />thank god, u showed me the right way ;)<br /><br />i just wanna say goodbye.<br />byebye badass!!amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-38565256553589758242010-01-03T15:27:00.005+07:002010-01-03T17:02:00.712+07:00barbies soccer shirt!hey, did u remember about "barbies soccer shirt"? udah jadi looooh :) :)<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0Bq11dhYAI/AAAAAAAAAOg/6Hj3GlF9MNM/s1600-h/B%27s.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 282px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0Bq11dhYAI/AAAAAAAAAOg/6Hj3GlF9MNM/s320/B%27s.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422451424470589442" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0Bp1hGv6GI/AAAAAAAAAOY/Jl6B_MoUaFA/s1600-h/11833_1228105416416_1042487529_30681231_3350098_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0Bp1hGv6GI/AAAAAAAAAOY/Jl6B_MoUaFA/s320/11833_1228105416416_1042487529_30681231_3350098_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422450319494735970" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0Bp1HGe7sI/AAAAAAAAAOI/euarj6GYYlU/s1600-h/11833_1228098496243_1042487529_30681209_6852543_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0Bp1HGe7sI/AAAAAAAAAOI/euarj6GYYlU/s320/11833_1228098496243_1042487529_30681209_6852543_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422450312514301634" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0Bp1Z0SZ_I/AAAAAAAAAOQ/-CHvFF5DCT4/s1600-h/11833_1228100896303_1042487529_30681217_1812377_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/S0Bp1Z0SZ_I/AAAAAAAAAOQ/-CHvFF5DCT4/s320/11833_1228100896303_1042487529_30681217_1812377_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422450317538256882" border="0" /></a>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-26008936413421991442009-12-29T01:43:00.009+07:002010-05-05T12:03:31.701+07:002009things that i wont forget in 2009<br /><br /><ul><li>Bemsmart 8th</li></ul><ul><li>Arinta's Birthday</li></ul><ul><li>Came back and broke up again with R.<br /></li></ul><ul><li>Ramadhanya's birthday</li></ul><ul><li>When i saw that birthday photos at pure, damn fuck!</li></ul><ul><li>Singapore-Malaysia</li></ul><ul><li>Puncak</li></ul><ul><li>Oh~La~La Incident<br /></li></ul><ul><li>3 May 2009, my first year anniversary with somebody else boyfriend --"<br /></li></ul><ul><li>Riri's Birthday</li></ul><ul><li>Girls days out in Catherine's apartmen almost everyday! damn i love it!<br /></li></ul><ul><li>when my life was miserable and messed up, and i became a very rude girl. no no, NOT AGAIN!</li></ul><ul><li>Pulau Seribu</li></ul><ul><li>someone has sent me a message and she was sudden mocking me! what was ur point, bitch? i dont get it!</li></ul><ul><li>MOS 2009</li></ul><ul><li>Reynaldi Imandaris Putra :)<br /></li></ul><ul><li>R, Again *sigh*<br /></li></ul><ul><li>Jogjakarta</li></ul><ul><li>My 18th Birthday</li></ul><ul><li>New Year's Eve with my BM9 at Bandung :D<br /></li></ul><ul><li>And many more....</li></ul><br />Well 2009 is not a good year for me. but i learned so much from my pain, and my suffer until i became stronger ;) Goodbye 2009, and welcome 2010. I really expect something better!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! HAVE A GREAT DAY!<br /><br />SMOOOCCCCHHH,<br />Amila<br /></span></span>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-27705682250730051202009-12-29T01:27:00.007+07:002010-01-02T00:14:49.406+07:00Happy Birthday dear, Amila :)8 Desember 2009..<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">pukul 00.00</span><br />KarinaDeo dateng kerumah bawa martabak, trs mereka 4 bulanan.. Trs curhat-curhat deh..<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">pukul 00.31</span><br />Ryan datang ke rumah bawa kueee! Uh its so sweet, he said "Happy birthday dear, im wishing you all the best" and then kissed my forehead.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/Szj5HFiS3KI/AAAAAAAAANM/u9t1ySYvMZM/s1600-h/IMG00648.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 223px; height: 167px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/Szj5HFiS3KI/AAAAAAAAANM/u9t1ySYvMZM/s320/IMG00648.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5420356051680812194" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">after school, in tendu...</span><br />di cegat gak boleh pulang, dan for the first time of my life, dan sebuah kado yang paling gak pernah gue harapkan dan gue ga suka........... yep, gue di ceplokin! but it was fun tho --"<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/Szj51Rd_daI/AAAAAAAAANc/8K6_bFEq118/s1600-h/16143_1226348430179_1573092743_30611639_5084939_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 250px; height: 188px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/Szj51Rd_daI/AAAAAAAAANc/8K6_bFEq118/s320/16143_1226348430179_1573092743_30611639_5084939_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5420356845157971362" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br />The Dinner.....<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span></span></span></span></span>makan-makan pizza & spagethi with my lovely basbin and of course my love, ryan :)<br />after that we watched Paranormal Activity! We were scared.. (i mean, they were scared.. and of course i wasn't!)<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:130%;">thank you for everyone who involved at my 18th birthday. it's lovely and unforgetable! Love you.<br /><br />xxoo,<br />Amila<br /></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-83850636800856907612009-11-23T19:42:00.002+07:002009-11-23T20:07:29.019+07:00i swear it hurtsi swear it hurts when i just found out about my boyf who was sent a voice note to his ex and told her how much he missed her and he said "love you".<br /><br />oh dear God,<br />how could i show him that i actually still mad at him? and i'm really dissapointed with him?<br />but i just too blind and i just fell too deeply in love with him.. oh yeah im such a moron, i really dont know what i have to do. should i just sit down and silent??amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-84545566504903816462009-11-01T20:28:00.008+07:002009-11-23T19:41:43.804+07:00Big fun night <3makrab tanggal 17 Oktober 2009, di rumah isat.. makrab pertama kita ini di bikin sama cowok-cowok.. sweet banget mereka dari sehari sebelumnya pada belanja di carrefour, hihi.. trs kita (cewek2) pada penasaran gimana hasilnya.. dan akhirnya semalem sebelum makrab kita pada nyusul ke rumah isat.. ada alvin, reza, dkk pd lg tusuk2in daging buat barbeque.. dan cewek-cewek kaget ternyata APA ternyata DAGINGNYA UDAH PUCET.. hahahaha akhirnya kita lgs buru2 nyari es sm coolerbox buat dinginin daging supaya gak basi.. lucu banget cowok2.. abis nusuk2in daging.. trs kita main perang balon air.. tiba-tiba si reja lepas celana sm baju dan tinggal pake boxer doang alhasil diceburin lah dia.. trs alvin diceburin juga.. dan yg paling parah tuthe ikut diceburin :l kasian dia huhu... begini nih, belum makrabnya aja udah seruu hihi..<br /><br />besoknyaaaa, gue sampe dirumah isat.. udah lumayan rame.. dan sayang sekali hujaaan :( untungnya ujannya ga terlalu lama abis ujan kita kumpul2 di depan kolam renang sambil ngobrol-ngobrol.. dan ujungnya... cebur2an.... ok pertama cowok-cowok cebur2an, trs cewek mulai ditarik2, dan mostly pd berhasil lolos.. trs abis itu pas gue lg narik ayu dan udh 99% berhasil di pinggir kolam renang TIBA TIBA gue ngerasa ada yg dorong gue dr belakang dan akhirnya BYURRRRRRRRRRR! thank god! gue kecebur dan gue cewek pertama! dan ga ada yang mau ngaku siapa yg dorong gue.... ckckck.. (tapi akhirnya raffi ngaku kok) lalu disusul oleh tuthe dan ayu.. cuma 3 cewek yg berhasil diceburin.. sedangkan cowok2 udah parah banget mainan cebur2annya sampe di seret2, di telanjangin dulu hahahaha.... seru banget deh pokoknya!<br /><br />malem itu bener-bener berharga banget buat gue dan angkatan gue :') you know guys? i really had a great time with y'all... and we had a very big fun ryt? i love you all guys :*<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/Su2SS76Br1I/AAAAAAAAAKM/yEPgz490Fr0/s1600-h/10717_164813441499_562376499_3405246_4679629_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 290px; height: 190px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/Su2SS76Br1I/AAAAAAAAAKM/yEPgz490Fr0/s320/10717_164813441499_562376499_3405246_4679629_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399132382303465298" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/Su2SKYB3VmI/AAAAAAAAAKE/LBrHd-ckCuw/s1600-h/10125_164802276499_562376499_3405172_3073232_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 287px; height: 191px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/Su2SKYB3VmI/AAAAAAAAAKE/LBrHd-ckCuw/s320/10125_164802276499_562376499_3405172_3073232_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399132235233711714" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/Su2UGYV7VEI/AAAAAAAAAKc/zrxryNr4icY/s1600-h/10125_164801891499_562376499_3405162_4834653_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 212px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/Su2UGYV7VEI/AAAAAAAAAKc/zrxryNr4icY/s320/10125_164801891499_562376499_3405162_4834653_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399134365621638210" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/Su2Tky264QI/AAAAAAAAAKU/Md5DPaYf-uE/s1600-h/10717_164798596499_562376499_3405136_956983_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 212px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/Su2Tky264QI/AAAAAAAAAKU/Md5DPaYf-uE/s320/10717_164798596499_562376499_3405136_956983_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399133788623790338" border="0" /></a>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-35858519520102225872009-10-11T21:39:00.002+07:002009-10-11T21:54:09.473+07:00killed by medicineguys, minggu lalu gue baru aja mencoba hal baru yang.... um.... asik? hahaha! jadi gini ceritanya.. sabtu minggu lalu gue migren, awal2nya kayak migren ringan yg cuma cenut2 doang.. tapi gak berenti sampe hari senin dan makin parah pala gue kayak di ketok2 pake piso! sakit-banget. akhirnya gue sama nyokap gue ke dokter.. mulai lah nyokap gue curhat ini itu.. gue suka begadang lah ini lah itu lah ~_~ dokternya bilang <span style="font-style: italic;">"ok bu saya kasih obat migren aja ya sama obat tidur"</span> nyokap gue sih iya2 aja ngangguk2 tiba dokternya bilang lagi <span style="font-style: italic;">"tenang aja bu, saya kasih dosis rendah kok.." </span>dan pas gue liat resepnya.. mau tau dokternya nulis apa? mau tau mau tau? ok, it was <span style="font-weight: bold;">sanax</span>. -_- gue sih awalnya biasa aja sok2 santai gitu... gue gatau efeknya apaan aja... malemnya, gue minum satu.. gue tidur......... dan LEP! gue mendapatkan tidur yang sangat nyenyak, satu kata : ENAK! nah, nanti dulu ceritanya belum selesai.. terus pagi2nya gue berangkat ke sekolah... ulangan umum... nah ini dia nih ini dia.. gue gak bisa ngerjain soal sama sekali, semua blurrr, gue ngantuk, jantung gue deg2an, keringet dingin.. akhirnya gue ngerjain satu soal, trs gue lgs ke depan ngasih soal gue blg <span style="font-style: italic;">"bu saya ga kuat, saya susulan aja" </span>dan akhirnya gue pulang ke rumah jam 10 pagi.. gue lgs tidur, dan hebatnya! gak bangun-bangun sampe jam 7 malem! ha-ha-ha-ha.... jera gue sama obat itu, gak lagi lagi deh (kalo lg sekolah :p)amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-58863882822334108802009-10-08T12:53:00.003+07:002009-10-08T13:22:59.126+07:00Lebaran Day 1430Hok i know its too late to post a story about lebaran.. but, yeah i just wanna share :D<br /><br />seperti biasa, hari pertama gue masih terjebak di jakarta... cuma lebaran kali ini ada yang beda, biasanya gue males solat id.. dan lebaran kali ini gue solat id, yeay! hihi :3 trs gue ke rumah kakek gue silaturahmi blablablabla....... sorenya langsung pulang ke rumah.. hem sounds too plain, isn't it? -_-" but...... the next day, WE WENT TO BANDUNG! yeah.. i really missed that city! meet my so BIG family (yap! nyokap gue 12 bersaudara, sounds like cheaper by the dozen hahaha) seruuuu sekali lebaran kedua kita semua kumpul di rumah almh nenek gue. (sedih sekali udah gak ada nenek gue jadi kangen... tp yg lebih miris lagi taun ini sm skali gak ada nyekar hiks).<br /><br />selama beberapa hari di bandung gue melalui beberapa hari yang sangat menyenangkan juga! sangat-amat-menyenangkan. apalagi sama keluarga gue. gue kangen bgt sm mereka! rasanya kayak liburan ngebebasin diri dari jakarta yang hectic, and soooo cruel! gue di bandung tepatnya selama 5 hari, (seharusnya 4 hari tapi gue extend karena... yeah, i feel so bored at jakarta!) krn gue di bandung kerjaannya jalan-jalan dan bersenang-senang hihihi :p<br /><br />and finally ITS TIME TO GO HOME! urgh i hate it :'(<br />sebelum pulang malemnya gue jalan-jalan ke pvj sama kakak.. dan ternyata my (ehem) exboyfie mau ke pvj juga, dia sm kknya. yaudah akhirnya janjian deh kita.. makan bareng.. dan (ehem lagi) kakanya ryan nawarin balik ke jakarta bareng! hihihi :-p yaudah deh akhirnya besok paginya kita balik ke jakarta sama-sama. well, walopun gue balik ke jakarta sama ryan.. tetep aja namanya BALIK = GO HOME = BACK TO REALITY! AND I HATE IT!amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-52100279419807444502009-09-29T03:10:00.003+07:002009-09-29T03:13:44.383+07:00Hey, im back!Hey guys! its been a while since my last time updates my blog. its not because i dont have much time, but its because im too lazy and so not in the mood to write. (and now, insomnia has attacked me, and i have nothing to do!) :D Well many many many things that this blog has missed about my life! im gonna keep it updates on the next post... xxxamailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-90526794677682293602009-08-17T23:36:00.003+07:002009-08-17T23:40:59.269+07:00<span style="font-size:180%;">Theres some new updates in my posting "<span style="font-weight: bold;">plans of our</span>" (on June). <span style="font-weight: bold;">check it out ;)</span></span>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-13979641327039258152009-07-19T00:39:00.002+07:002009-07-19T00:47:03.003+07:00thanks for the support!<ul><li><span class="status-body"><span class="entry-content">I love this part of the world. I won't be scared off RT @<a href="http://twitter.com/ocaocca">ocaocca</a>: would u go to Indonesia ? U dont scared with the terorism , do you? <span style="font-style: italic;">(PeteWentz on Twitter) </span></span></span></li></ul><span class="status-body"><span class="entry-content"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></span></span><ul><li><span class="status-body"><span class="entry-content">I'm part Indonesian on my mother's side. So sad what happened there. Such a beautiful culture and country. <span style="font-style: italic;">(Michelle Branch on Twitter)</span></span></span></li></ul><ul><li><span class="status-body"><span class="entry-content">Its sad news, but it wont scare me from going back to Jarkarta. That place is awesome, definitely going back this year or next and Bali 2... <span style="font-style: italic;">(Joel Madden on Twitter)</span></span></span></li></ul><ul><li><span class="status-body"><span class="entry-content">JW Marriott in Jakarta (where we always stay) bombed AGAIN. Scary! The Indonesian people are peaceful/don't deserve this/will overcome! <span style="font-style: italic;">(JoeyZehre on Twitter)</span></span></span></li></ul><div style="text-align: center;">HEAL INDONESIA<br />MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE<br />Indonesia, My Pride, My Land<br />I'm so proud of you<br />WE LOVE INDONESIA, at least I DO!<br /></div>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-412327085702972812.post-75644864657981654292009-07-19T00:35:00.003+07:002009-07-19T00:38:24.952+07:00ini kebanggaan saya<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/SmIIAyUDysI/AAAAAAAAAIc/uj1IzhBkN6k/s1600-h/KEBANGAAN%21.htm"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_QltIywZmAkY/SmIIAyUDysI/AAAAAAAAAIc/uj1IzhBkN6k/s320/KEBANGAAN%21.htm" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5359855316123241154" border="0" /></a><br /><p>Indonesia tanah airku<br />Tanah tumpah darahku<br />Disanalah aku berdiri<br />Jadi pandu ibuku<br />Indonesia kebangsaanku<br />Bangsa dan Tanah Airku<br />Marilah kita berseru<br />Indonesia bersatu</p> <p>Hiduplah tanahku<br />Hiduplah negriku<br />Bangsaku Rakyatku semuanya<br />Bangunlah jiwanya<br />Bangunlah badannya<br />Untuk Indonesia Raya</p> <p>Indonesia Raya<br />Merdeka Merdeka<br />Tanahku negriku yang kucinta</p> <p>Indonesia Raya<br />Merdeka Merdeka<br />Hiduplah Indonesia Raya</p> <p>Indonesia Raya<br />Merdeka Merdeka<br />Tanahku negriku yang kucinta</p> <p>Indonesia Raya<br />Merdeka Merdeka<br />Hiduplah Indonesia Raya</p></div>amailahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07681945533201265793noreply@blogger.com0