17 July, 2010

:'(

I feel like i'm not happy anymore. i feel like no one can understand me anymore.

Mom, Dad...
I know you want me to be a good people.
I will prove it to you! I promise, when i'm in college. I won't dissapoint you.

But please, Mom...Dad... don't you realized that all you can do is only sue me?
have you ever think of me? about my feeling? am I happy or am I not?

Yesterday my Mom saw me cry.. what did she do to me?
Nothing! She didn't even care why am I crying?
When I need you Mom and Dad the most, where have you been mom, Dad? to carry me, and not to let me down? Where did you go? You dont care!

what you only care is sue and sue me.

Am I right? think, mom.. dad..

02 July, 2010

end of highschool :'(

PROM NIGHT & GRADUATION

05 May, 2010

I ♥ YOU




This lately 3 months God had been blessing me with an adorable guy, named REYNALDI Well, sometimes he's too sensitive, jealousy and so cranky. BUT BEHIND IT he's really adorable and amazingly kind. he really took care of me and made me happy! i love the way he treat me, and the way he appreciate me. and oooooh, im so in love with him


29 April, 2010

G R A D U A T E D ! ! !

ALHAMDULILLAH! 26 april 2010 IM OFFICIALY GRADUATED! alhamdulillah gue lulus, dengan NEM 45.00 (rata2 7.5) gakpapa deh walopun gak besar2 amat nilainya yang penting saya lulus. setelah melewati ujian2 sampah itu... yang belajarnya sampe mau gila. (ujung2nya pake bocoran juga deh) hehe. i cant stop saying alhamdulillah! thank god thank god THANK GOD! siap2 deh sebentar lagi.. "WELCOME TO THE COLLEGE WORLD" sumpah takut sebenernya. hehe. tapi bakal nganggur 4 bulan lebih nih.. huhu ngapain ya enaknya? :l

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buat temen2 yang belum lulus, (dan salah satunya adalah sahabat terdekat saya :'() jangan patah semangat dulu ya. its not the end of everything kok.. masih ada remedial, dan gue berdoa semoga kalian bisa lulus di remedial dan wisuda sama2 ya.. one thing that you guys should know, kalian bukan ngga pinter, cuma belum sukses aja. gue juga ga pernah belajar kok. dan gue jg ga pinter sm sekali. sounds not fair,huh? pokoknya jgn patah semangat ya! GOODLUCK GUYS UJIAN ULANGNYA :D:D ♥♥♥

27 April, 2010

this is it.

setelah menimbang2 keputusan gue akhirnya memilih Universitas Bakrie. why? karna setelah gue pikir2, emang enakan di jakarta. deket sama orang tua, lebih gampang mau ngapa2in. dan deket sama pacaal hehe :p :p awalnya gue dipaksa2 buat bakrie dan gue sangat ga mau, setelah diiming2 ini dan itu. yaudah akhirnya gue mau... udah dong, seneng nih gue lega akhirnya di jakarta walopun agak berat ninggalin unpar. EH TAPI TIBA TIBA, uang di unpar gak bisa di ambil... jadinya sebel deh padahal dulu giliran gue mau di unpar di paksa2, giliran skrg udah seneng bs di jakarta, disuruh di bandung.. tapi gak papa deh, we're back to the first choice. bismillah :)

UNIVERSITAS PARAHYANGAN BANDUNG
FAKULTAS ILMU SOSIAL DAN POLITIK
HUBUNGAN INTERNASIONAL
2010

20 February, 2010

this or that!

its been a quite tough week, since my mom and my dad asked me to register in Bakrie School of Management. well, i really don't want to but they keep forced me. why? because if i got accepted, i could get a scholarship so my parents doesn't need to pay my college anymore. i know, its a really good offer. but you know what i've been deeply fell in love with Universitas Katolik Parahyangan (and of course, Bandung), and thank god, i got accepted there. i thought my struggle is over and i could focus to National Exam. But, obviously not! And today, i did the BSM test.. di satu sisi gue ga mau banget sebenernya, di satu sisi gue pengen nyenengin nyokap gue (dan takut kualat). Huhu, what should I do? :(

18 February, 2010

UNPAR

ALHAMDULILLAH, got accepted at FISIP, HI Universitas Katolik Parahyangan Bandung! So.. yep! I'll move to Bandung perhaps on september :)

22 January, 2010

12 January, 2010

yea i think im falling..

I wanna tell you baby
That you're the one that Im thinking of
That I think I'm falling
Maybe I'm falling for you
Yeah I think I'm falling
Baby I'm falling for you

From the first time
You laid your lips on mine
It feels like the smile on my face
You're the one that I should pursue
My heart only says that it's you

Yet still I'm falling
Maybe I'm falling for you
Yeah I think I'm falling
Baby I'm falling for you
That I think I'm falling
Maybe I'm falling for you
Yeah I think Im falling
Baby I'm falling for you

06 January, 2010

happy new year 2010 ;)








new year's eve kemaren gue rayain sama temen2 sma gue, karna ini taun terakhir kita bareeng. (huhu jadi mellow) kita rayain di bandung, di villa regency setiabudi. 2 malem 3 hari. dan seru banget! pokoknya i wont forget that adorable moment ;)

04 January, 2010

Straitjacket Feeling ;)

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But, today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be,
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
Off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
but, today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me,

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
grip falls away

Yesterday was hell
but, today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me,

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

The all-american reject

YOU

You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times
You… I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down
You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can't reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you

You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying
You.. I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down

You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can't reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you

by : ten 2 five

03 January, 2010

20 Months Anniversary

3 January 2010.

on our 20 months anniversary.....

we broke up.............



i dont mind...
he's a jerk, btw

thank god, u showed me the right way ;)

i just wanna say goodbye.
byebye badass!!

barbies soccer shirt!

hey, did u remember about "barbies soccer shirt"? udah jadi looooh :) :)