2009

things that i wont forget in 2009

• Bemsmart 8th

• Arinta's Birthday

• Came back and broke up again with R.
  

• Ramadhanya's birthday

• When i saw that birthday photos at pure, damn fuck!

• Singapore-Malaysia

• Puncak

• Oh~La~La Incident
  

• 3 May 2009, my first year anniversary with somebody else boyfriend --"
  

• Riri's Birthday

• Girls days out in Catherine's apartmen almost everyday! damn i love it!
  

• when my life was miserable and messed up, and i became a very rude girl. no no, NOT AGAIN!

• Pulau Seribu

• someone has sent me a message and she was sudden mocking me! what was ur point, bitch? i dont get it!

• MOS 2009

• Reynaldi Imandaris Putra :)
  

• R, Again *sigh*
  

• Jogjakarta

• My 18th Birthday

• New Year's Eve with my BM9 at Bandung :D
  

• And many more....

Well 2009 is not a good year for me. but i learned so much from my pain, and my suffer until i became stronger ;) Goodbye 2009, and welcome 2010. I really expect something better!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! HAVE A GREAT DAY!

SMOOOCCCCHHH,
Amila

Happy Birthday dear, Amila :)

8 Desember 2009..

pukul 00.00
KarinaDeo dateng kerumah bawa martabak, trs mereka 4 bulanan.. Trs curhat-curhat deh..

pukul 00.31
Ryan datang ke rumah bawa kueee! Uh its so sweet, he said "Happy birthday dear, im wishing you all the best" and then kissed my forehead.


after school, in tendu...
di cegat gak boleh pulang, dan for the first time of my life, dan sebuah kado yang paling gak pernah gue harapkan dan gue ga suka........... yep, gue di ceplokin! but it was fun tho --"


The Dinner.....
makan-makan pizza & spagethi with my lovely basbin and of course my love, ryan :)
after that we watched Paranormal Activity! We were scared.. (i mean, they were scared.. and of course i wasn't!)


thank you for everyone who involved at my 18th birthday. it's lovely and unforgetable! Love you.

xxoo,
Amila

i swear it hurts

i swear it hurts when i just found out about my boyf who was sent a voice note to his ex and told her how much he missed her and he said "love you".

oh dear God,
how could i show him that i actually still mad at him? and i'm really dissapointed with him?
but i just too blind and i just fell too deeply in love with him.. oh yeah im such a moron, i really dont know what i have to do. should i just sit down and silent??

Big fun night <3

makrab tanggal 17 Oktober 2009, di rumah isat.. makrab pertama kita ini di bikin sama cowok-cowok.. sweet banget mereka dari sehari sebelumnya pada belanja di carrefour, hihi.. trs kita (cewek2) pada penasaran gimana hasilnya.. dan akhirnya semalem sebelum makrab kita pada nyusul ke rumah isat.. ada alvin, reza, dkk pd lg tusuk2in daging buat barbeque.. dan cewek-cewek kaget ternyata APA ternyata DAGINGNYA UDAH PUCET.. hahahaha akhirnya kita lgs buru2 nyari es sm coolerbox buat dinginin daging supaya gak basi.. lucu banget cowok2.. abis nusuk2in daging.. trs kita main perang balon air.. tiba-tiba si reja lepas celana sm baju dan tinggal pake boxer doang alhasil diceburin lah dia.. trs alvin diceburin juga.. dan yg paling parah tuthe ikut diceburin :l kasian dia huhu... begini nih, belum makrabnya aja udah seruu hihi..

besoknyaaaa, gue sampe dirumah isat.. udah lumayan rame.. dan sayang sekali hujaaan :( untungnya ujannya ga terlalu lama abis ujan kita kumpul2 di depan kolam renang sambil ngobrol-ngobrol.. dan ujungnya... cebur2an.... ok pertama cowok-cowok cebur2an, trs cewek mulai ditarik2, dan mostly pd berhasil lolos.. trs abis itu pas gue lg narik ayu dan udh 99% berhasil di pinggir kolam renang TIBA TIBA gue ngerasa ada yg dorong gue dr belakang dan akhirnya BYURRRRRRRRRRR! thank god! gue kecebur dan gue cewek pertama! dan ga ada yang mau ngaku siapa yg dorong gue.... ckckck.. (tapi akhirnya raffi ngaku kok) lalu disusul oleh tuthe dan ayu.. cuma 3 cewek yg berhasil diceburin.. sedangkan cowok2 udah parah banget mainan cebur2annya sampe di seret2, di telanjangin dulu hahahaha.... seru banget deh pokoknya!

malem itu bener-bener berharga banget buat gue dan angkatan gue :') you know guys? i really had a great time with y'all... and we had a very big fun ryt? i love you all guys :*

killed by medicine

guys, minggu lalu gue baru aja mencoba hal baru yang.... um.... asik? hahaha! jadi gini ceritanya.. sabtu minggu lalu gue migren, awal2nya kayak migren ringan yg cuma cenut2 doang.. tapi gak berenti sampe hari senin dan makin parah pala gue kayak di ketok2 pake piso! sakit-banget. akhirnya gue sama nyokap gue ke dokter.. mulai lah nyokap gue curhat ini itu.. gue suka begadang lah ini lah itu lah ~_~ dokternya bilang "ok bu saya kasih obat migren aja ya sama obat tidur" nyokap gue sih iya2 aja ngangguk2 tiba dokternya bilang lagi "tenang aja bu, saya kasih dosis rendah kok.." dan pas gue liat resepnya.. mau tau dokternya nulis apa? mau tau mau tau? ok, it was sanax. -_- gue sih awalnya biasa aja sok2 santai gitu... gue gatau efeknya apaan aja... malemnya, gue minum satu.. gue tidur......... dan LEP! gue mendapatkan tidur yang sangat nyenyak, satu kata : ENAK! nah, nanti dulu ceritanya belum selesai.. terus pagi2nya gue berangkat ke sekolah... ulangan umum... nah ini dia nih ini dia.. gue gak bisa ngerjain soal sama sekali, semua blurrr, gue ngantuk, jantung gue deg2an, keringet dingin.. akhirnya gue ngerjain satu soal, trs gue lgs ke depan ngasih soal gue blg "bu saya ga kuat, saya susulan aja" dan akhirnya gue pulang ke rumah jam 10 pagi.. gue lgs tidur, dan hebatnya! gak bangun-bangun sampe jam 7 malem! ha-ha-ha-ha.... jera gue sama obat itu, gak lagi lagi deh (kalo lg sekolah :p)

Lebaran Day 1430H

ok i know its too late to post a story about lebaran.. but, yeah i just wanna share :D

seperti biasa, hari pertama gue masih terjebak di jakarta... cuma lebaran kali ini ada yang beda, biasanya gue males solat id.. dan lebaran kali ini gue solat id, yeay! hihi :3 trs gue ke rumah kakek gue silaturahmi blablablabla....... sorenya langsung pulang ke rumah.. hem sounds too plain, isn't it? -_-" but...... the next day, WE WENT TO BANDUNG! yeah.. i really missed that city! meet my so BIG family (yap! nyokap gue 12 bersaudara, sounds like cheaper by the dozen hahaha) seruuuu sekali lebaran kedua kita semua kumpul di rumah almh nenek gue. (sedih sekali udah gak ada nenek gue jadi kangen... tp yg lebih miris lagi taun ini sm skali gak ada nyekar hiks).

selama beberapa hari di bandung gue melalui beberapa hari yang sangat menyenangkan juga! sangat-amat-menyenangkan. apalagi sama keluarga gue. gue kangen bgt sm mereka! rasanya kayak liburan ngebebasin diri dari jakarta yang hectic, and soooo cruel! gue di bandung tepatnya selama 5 hari, (seharusnya 4 hari tapi gue extend karena... yeah, i feel so bored at jakarta!) krn gue di bandung kerjaannya jalan-jalan dan bersenang-senang hihihi :p

and finally ITS TIME TO GO HOME! urgh i hate it :'(
sebelum pulang malemnya gue jalan-jalan ke pvj sama kakak.. dan ternyata my (ehem) exboyfie mau ke pvj juga, dia sm kknya. yaudah akhirnya janjian deh kita.. makan bareng.. dan (ehem lagi) kakanya ryan nawarin balik ke jakarta bareng! hihihi :-p yaudah deh akhirnya besok paginya kita balik ke jakarta sama-sama. well, walopun gue balik ke jakarta sama ryan.. tetep aja namanya BALIK = GO HOME = BACK TO REALITY! AND I HATE IT!

Hey, im back!

Hey guys! its been a while since my last time updates my blog. its not because i dont have much time, but its because im too lazy and so not in the mood to write. (and now, insomnia has attacked me, and i have nothing to do!) :D Well many many many things that this blog has missed about my life! im gonna keep it updates on the next post... xxx